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Post by cassidymitchell on Mar 26, 2012 13:09:22 GMT -5
Cassidy felt them stop disperating she smelt old wood and heard the sound of water lapping against wood and she knew just where they were they were at boat house witch to her had been a place of fun. As she remembered her body slowly began to stopped shaking a she staid lent slightly against David as she focused her thoughts into her next move. She wanted to stay safe and the safest place she knew at that moment was right where she was. He was a friend, a good friend, more than he had been several hours ago because he'd taken her from the place of stress to the one place she had been happy.
Opening her eyes slowly she moved to look up at him. " David..um thanks" she said her voice barely over a whisper and she gave a soft sigh. " you and Delphi fighting...kinda, brought back some bad memory's for me" she left her cheek resting against him. " I'm sorry if I spoiled your day" she moved her left hand to dry her cheek with the bottom of her white cotton shirt.
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Post by nazgul466 on Mar 26, 2012 15:47:46 GMT -5
David smiled as she stood up on her own, be it a little steady but it was obviously progress, she was strong person but her statement made David feel a bit dead inside.
He didn't mean to go "crazy" on Emma but he honestly felt good for doing it. Emma was an after thought now, his thoughts were now solely based on Cassie and her current health which seemed to be improving with every passing moment.
"It hasn't ruined my day in fact it has..."
A drop of something passed in front of David's right eye. Slowly he raised his hand to his forehead and a red liquid appeared on his hand, it was blood.
He had accidentally spliced when they disapparated, David dapped his forehead with his sleeve before ripping off a bit of his shirt wrapping it round his head as a make shift tourniquet slash bandanna, luckily his shirt was red so it would cover the blood up easily.
All this time he made sure that Cassie couldn't see this. She had experienced too much drama today and a minor transporting mistake wouldn't help much.
"....Sorry I mean it has enhanced my day because I got to meet you....."
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Post by cassidymitchell on Mar 26, 2012 16:54:28 GMT -5
Cassidy sighed and smiled a little at him hearing she had enhanced his day as he put it. when she turned to face him she smiled seeing the bandana around the top of his head. Not knowing why he'd placed it she relaxed against him. " yeah..um, I have to say, Its been good meeting you too David " she said with everything now back to normal pace she sat down next to him again and rested against his arm.
" I'm...I'm sorry about before " she said again, as she felt his heat against her as she looked around the room. " I see they cleaned up after the party." she said kicking a small piece of drift wood to one side before slipping off her shoes and sitting cross legged beside him. All she wanted was some one to just hold her close, no strings nor fussing just a simple hug. She liked David and found his arms had been comforting as he had held her, but they were just starting out as friends. Cassidy moved to wrap her arms around his waist holding him as she felt he needed it. She clung tight to him but after a few minutes she slowly loosened her grip.
" Sorry, I kinda needed that, you probably think I'm weird now huh" she looked slowly up at him as she brushed some of her blond hair from her face. " You know...a fourth year, hugging a seventh year like that " she looked down at her hands playing thoughtlessly with the hem of her shirt " and I still didn't get those sheets " she said with a loud sigh " looks like another night with those damn sheets" Cassidy looked up at him she could tell inside he was an ok kinda guy and she hoped their time would not be cut short .
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Post by nazgul466 on Mar 27, 2012 2:15:28 GMT -5
David smiled when Cassie held him, she was obviously feeling pretty emotional and he didn't blame her. He did make her rather stressed with him shouting at Emma but it obviously wasn't just that, it was stuff inside her head. Past memories that was what she had said but David wasn't going to start probing, he knew how hurtful memories could be.
"Why should there be a problem with you hugging me...."
He brought his knees up to his chest and laid his arms across them, looking out at the peaceful scene of the water and a stray piece of confetti float by every now and again.
"Age is only a number, it's what you do that makes you "Weird" as you put it. I don't mind to be honest..."
Almost perfectly on cue she mentioned about the sheets and David could do nothing but smile, she hadn't got them thanks to him. Great work David.
"You can have mine. I don't need them anyway, and you're younger and you need a better sleep than me..."
He turned to her giving a little wink followed by a smile. David then wrapped his left arm around Cassie's shoulders, he needed it as much as her and he was sure that she would appreciate it.
"If you ever need anything, just find me okay?"
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Post by cassidymitchell on Mar 27, 2012 7:10:38 GMT -5
Cassidy heard him ask why would it be a problem that she hugged him, her shoulders rose and fell in a slowly shrug as she didn't know why people would think it weird she would want to hug some one older than her.
"Maybe because of my past , I guess they think I should not want to be held.." she shifted to face him " but I do its all I ever wanted, just some one to talk to like this and who just...makes me feel safe, something I haven't felt since my parents died." she watched him look at the water and looked at it herself just as a piece of confetti floated past them both.
Cassidy watched it for a little while turning and swirling in the clear water but on hearing David speak again offering her his sheets she looked up at him, nobody had offered anything to her before, even her books had been second hand becose that's all she could afford.
"No, no its ok, you..you need them, I don't want to put any one out, besides won't you need them?" she said knowing one night wrapped in her cloak would not do her any harm. But she was surprised more by the fact than he offered his own sheets and blankets to her.
" I'm not saying it wouldn't be nice to sleep in your bedding" she looked immediately up at him her cheeks flushed a light pink at how her words sounded " ow...um..I mean to those hexed ones" Cassidy bit her lip now a little embarrassed at her own words.
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Post by nazgul466 on Mar 27, 2012 14:02:12 GMT -5
David smiled as Cassie tripped over her words about the sheets, he placed his left hand on her knee and looked her in the eyes with a smile on his face.
"I understand exactly what you ment, but the offer is there if you want to borrow them okay. I wouldn't have offered if I minded anyway."
A little laugh escaped David's lips as he stared into the sea, he was enjoying this time with Cassie. It wasn't like a crush but he saw her as a good friend by now.
"I'm schizophrenic by the way, which is why I went crazy at Emma though it was kind of good to let out that kind of anger. I usually drown that sort of thing in books, but listen to me what do you want to talk about?"
David smiled again at Cassie before clicking his fingers to go with a song in his head, which was soon drowned out by the thought that he had just given away his biggest secret in the world. Luckily he did trust Cassie from what he had seen and hopefully she wouldn't change his mind during this meeting....
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Post by cassidymitchell on Mar 27, 2012 14:24:12 GMT -5
Cassidy sat next to him she looked up at him when he chuckled and offered his sheets once again " um..thanks, that would be great " she said relaxing once around him. It was a strange feeling to relax around some one ushualy she could only do it while she was on her own now it was around him and she smiled at him.
Cassidy listened to him talk about himself she didn't know what he had called himself and so said nothing " um...I don't know what schizo...schizophrenic is, but just so you know, I have no parents, they were killed...murdered, when I was five, I..I saw the whole thing, I couldn't talk after it for two years" she said "I guess that argument brought it back, usually I can block the sound, but I couldn't today" she paused " I'm sorry, I'm rambling, I just never had some one just sit and listen to me before" she looked at him her blue eyes now sparkling at the release of her secret and her feelings.
Once locked inside her now finally let out and to her it felt good and it was to him. she moved and lent against him. she didn't care what he was all she knew he was warm and comfortable to lean on.
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Post by nazgul466 on Mar 27, 2012 14:33:41 GMT -5
David nodded slowly when she explained that she didn't know what was schizophrenia. Most in the magical world didn't know what it was as they probably had a potion for it but now it was too late for David and getting rid of "it" would be dangerous.
"Sorry to hear about your parents..."
He stopped speaking as she lent into him, her eyes closed and she begun to fall asleep or so it seemed. David decided to finally get out what schizophrenia was.
"Schizophrenia is a disease where your mood changes quickly, it also doesn't help that I hear voices in my head telling me what to do. Think of a reverse conscience and you get the idea..."
David sighed and wrapped his arm around Cassie's body. She was quite small compared to David but he didn't care, it was just nice to have someone who didn't care whether he was crazy or not. As long as he could be of some use he didn't mind even if the role was as a leaning post or even just an agony aunt.
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Post by cassidymitchell on Mar 27, 2012 15:04:06 GMT -5
Cassidy sighed deeply feeling him wrap his arm around her. She listened as he spoke of what a schizophrenic was. Listening she opened her eyes to look at him "I'm sorry to hear that, its kinda like me when its too crowded, I can't seem to think straight, I keep hearing the hits the men did" she said turning to push her face into his side just being that close seem to make the thoughts fade even small ones.
"Sorry " she said softly as she took a long deep breath to calm herself back down once again. " I guess that is why I staid all by my self for the first four years here" she spoke softer to him but moved her arm out and scratched the rash as it was annoying her with the constant itching it was giving her, as she scratched it slowly turned red.
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Post by nazgul466 on Mar 27, 2012 15:17:46 GMT -5
David looked at the rash and frowned, it was a charm and an annoying one. He had, had something like it on his face after a failed experiment a few years back a plant he remembered, did the trick and now he was his ugly self.
"Have you tried anything on that? I mean you could always look up rash removing plants like an anti-hystemine. It's a muggle drug but helps against allergies, might help in this situation."
He held her closer to him, was this a relationship? David didn't really want one with Cassie to be honest, she just didn't need someone like him around. She was stressed as it was and a schizophrenic wouldn't help that.
"So where do you want to go in the future?
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Post by cassidymitchell on Mar 27, 2012 15:56:40 GMT -5
Cassidy sighed and shook her head softly " nope thought it would just go but now" she said scratching it hard again sighing. " I'm thinking now I should see some one" she said wrapping her shirt sleeve around it once again hoping the cool cloth would stop the itching when it didn't she moved to the water and lowered her arm into it feeling the coolness wash around it , that did stop it.
"That's better" she said and lifted it out letting the wet shirt rest against it , soothing it. She sat back and looked at him then shrugged at his question of where she wanted to go in the future. Her blue eyes looked at him. " I don't know" she said as she gently rubbed the cool wet sleeve. " out of Hogwarts that's for sure " she said " but never thought about it , you where do you want to go?" she asked glancing up at him as she spoke.
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Post by nazgul466 on Mar 27, 2012 16:01:25 GMT -5
As Cassie placed her arm into the cold water the only sound David could hear was something hot being placed on something cold, creating a hissing sound not unlike a snake. It then reminded him of a fire, David liked fire. It held a lot of power did fire but it must be respected otherwise it will turn on you not unlike David to be brutally honest.
He shook his head when Cassie laid back onto him and asked him the question which made David laugh a little.
"To be serious i don't think I will survive this coming year. For one i'm a Mudblood and also that i'm a freak even by Mudblood standards. I don't really want to live anyway, I just don't like the idea of dying either...."
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Post by cassidymitchell on Mar 28, 2012 2:44:19 GMT -5
Cassidy felt him chuckle as she lent on him she smiled a little knowing she had made him happy even if it was just for a short while. Then came his words like daggers in her heart and she moved to look at him. " no, no you will be ok, Blood has nothing to do with it, I'm a half blood" she said as panic now rushing into her mind at the thought he might not be around her. He was her anchor her strength even after just one day she knew if he wasn't there she would up and disappear from the school.
Cassidy shook her head and quickly moved to hug him again " please don't say that, please, please." she repeated her face buried into his chest " I couldn't stay if you weren't here your...your my only friend" she said trying to once again for the second time that day hold back her tears.
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Post by nazgul466 on Mar 28, 2012 10:06:31 GMT -5
David raised an eyebrow but kept looking out into the sea, it was strange thing to say considering that they had only met each other a few hours prior but it did make him feel quite happy inside as she was officially his only friend.
"What about Emma, you arrived with her?"
His voice was cold and the boats begun to creak from the wind which was beginning to pick up a little luckily it wasn't cold so they wouldn't have to move into the warm boathouse for survival.
"Obviously I am happy that you see me as a friend, to be honest you are the only friend I have and I won't be going anywhere unless You-Know-Who himself will take me from you."
David held her tight before giving a little chuckle followed by a smile. Life seemed good and Cassie made David realise this.
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Post by cassidymitchell on Mar 28, 2012 13:32:11 GMT -5
Cassidy heard him speak of Delphi and she sighed " she left me there in the street that to me isn't a sign of being friends." she said softly her head hanging a little, she looked up as he said she was his friend and would not be going any where unless, he who must not be named came for them. She gave him a tight hug and smiled feeling like she had some one who she could talk to.
"Well, if he does come, he's gonna have one hell of a fight, I'm not going to let you go with out a fight."She said and looked up at him " he'd have to go threw me first" she said her tone changed to one of to say she was serious about it, she would not let the one person in the whole school who had staid with her long enough to get to know her disappear or be killed buy, he-who-must-not-be-named there was no way that was happening.
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